Hei HeI.. Jeg ønsker og ta dette kort forstalt på Engelsk slik at alle kan forstå.
Håper alle forstår at jeg ikke er ute etter noe sympati eller noen som helst form for tigging.. :) :)  <3 

Hi Hi .. I wish to take this in English so that everyone can understand.

Hope everyone understands that I'm not looking for any sympathy or any kind of begging .. :) :) <3

I Describe myself as a kind 2 child's dad , with a wonderful kind wife who stays at home with our 8 month old daughter.
I look at myself as a proper worker since I've been working ever day since i was a young boy , with everything possible things like: Forestry, Machine driving, Truck driving / Cabin building, Boat with more. 

I was never particularly fond of school when I was doing a lot of reading and writing difficulties. In addition to this, I was bullied daily by other students

As a result, I dropped out of school  something that suited me better . 

Then started using my working skills to get a good job.

Ihave traveled a lot on a boat. Worked as miner and machine manager.

Life was wonderful and even better when my daughter Celina came to the world <3 :) 

Things only went better and better until I was dismissed in my good job position as a production worker in the oil industry.

This brought big changes for us financially. But despite this we managed to get the wheels go around in a way.

I got a new job as a service mechanic, but during this time I went on a mental disease when I slipped a part with a reduced economy and thought about getting food for my family at home. I simply felt that what I did was not good enough anymore.

It took me 2 years before I got well. 

During these two years I managed to get a Certificate on Truck and big Machines in hopes of getting me a good and stable new job ..

I quickly got into the agency, 

but at the same time I got the dream job in Ryfast Tunnel where I worked as plumber.

14 days into the new job my beautiful daughter Emely came to the world. Something that made a big bright turning point in our lives.

But after 1 month of full work down there in the tunnel, I lost my colleague in a brutal fatal accident.

I was the first to find him at the accident site and could see and confirm that he had got an excavator drawer broken over him. (The order can not describe what I saw)

Soon after, I started driving Truck for the same company in the same tunnel where I had lost my colleague.

It was incredibly funny to finally getting a truck and work together, plus I have long wanted to drive a big truck. I became very skilled after that and worked very well.

But then all the problems came up. The car / cars I was assigned was full of wrong and missing parts. Some of them were even not braking . Something that caused new fear and fear of new death accident at work .. I notified my superiors whit out no luck.

I continued tor drive the trucks when I felt I had to work and get money to get money and food on the table for those at home.

Time went by and that life began and went well. 

But then I get a phone from my sick mother that tell´s me my father's father has got a huge heart attack. He was dead for 20 minutes before the air force arrived and picked him up. After that, we lived between heaven and hell in the hope that he would wake up from artificial coma.

he woke up and is now getting better for every day that goes

This was in November.

Then we came to December. 

Then my youngest daughter Emely was sick of fever and viruses as the doctors did not manage to find out what was wrong  .. so we were hospitalized on 17 December and signedout from the hospital on January 1, 2018

The whole Christmas party for our little family went on the hospital stay but luckily everything went well this time too.

Then we came to January. 

Then it was my turn. I finally got a new job contract, but on top of it all I got a strong Prolaps in the C4 & C5 which means I can not work in the tunnel anymore ..

so back to start :(

What I want with this is no sympathy or anything . But I have a great wish to bring my family to a small holiday from everyday life.

Whether it's the sun or snow it does not matter where we end . 

just as loong we can enjoy ourselves as a family :)

I feel and think we all deserve a breath in the ground now .. Something I do not manage and get in terms of my finances and debt

Thousands of thousands thank you greetings father 26 mother 28 and daughters 4 years and 8 months